The invisible girl

The process of being yourself, doing what you do, saying what you like, it sure sounds easy and natural, but it's not. Sometimes all of your world gets rattled up when you least expect it to, and it just shakes you up for a really long time. You become invisible. Nobody else notices this, but you.

You identity becomes the invisible you. The sadness, the pain, the alone time becomes your happy place. Yes, beyond a point in time you really start to appreciate this space and disconnection from people, but inside you know that there's this bit thats waiting to go and meet some people and talk. In your head you're doing in, what stops you is the invisible exterior that's living the reality.

It's scary, but it's a good scary. In this invisible world, you truly start to be who you want to be, because all this while you were so scared, and now that you're invisible, the process of being the real you is just easier. You come out to be that person you were in your head. You start living life the way you really wanted to. You start doing the things that really make you happy, only because you think the world can't see you. It's in this invisible shell that the invisible person exists. You think that nobody can see, little do you know the one's close to you actually notice these tiny changes that occur inside of you.

These changes become you. They start making you who you really are. The real you starts becoming visible to the world. You say an do things, you've always done only in your head and not in the outside world. That shell slowly starts breaking, probably you don't know it is. People start appreciating you and it just makes your world a little more bouncy and happy. That's when you realise that the invisible you is finally come to life and that you're no longer invisible. All that time in reality that you have been disconnected to the world finally shows up. The world actually likes this side better, you were just scared to be the real you. You know it's a big bad world outside, you're just ready now to face it being the real you and well hopefully all grown up in the process.

This time off, you not just know your true identity, you don't just realise the thing you really love and really don't like, you just also come to being aware that you have the strength to accept and be the real you to the world. Yes, in this time, the sadness, the alone time, the voice in your head, the world inside you, all of this that already was there, it just finds a way to come out and make you who you really are. No, I'm not saying the sadness and the pain is what helps you realise, the process could even be happy and disconnected. It's just what you choose and how you choose for the process to occur inside of you.

Don't make a single aspect become home. Don't let it be your only identity. Just choose for all this other hidden tiny worlds inside of you to come out and make a whole new world outside of you.

Choose your path and it's time to be visible and beautiful again.



P.S. Only with struggle comes glory. 

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