It's all in the ruins
Its a new year alright, also may be a new start? Do you feel like life is crapping all over you already? Let it! trust me, its all worth it. The crap won't become an identity, don't worry. It took me a while to understand this myself. Its a process of celebrating life and feeling it, not just living it. You know there's going to be a day when you get old and can remember very little detail, but you'll always remember the one's close to your heart, make those worth remembering. It's always after a storm that you see a rainbow, don't you? It's only after a lot of years of the ruins when you really look at the mess and realise its all actually beautiful. It's just that when the chaos is all over you and in your head, that's all you really see. The prettiness actually gets enveloped with the darkness of the chaos. If you think something just ruined you, let it. EXPERIENCE it and FEEL it, don't let it take over you. Once the experien