Sprinkled Words

How does your life look? no, I don't mean to the rest of the world, I mean to your own eye. If the answer that went off in your head was boring, then get up, change it. Change the view and make it a little more interesting. GET UP! make the difference. Just do it for yourself so you can breath ok. Stop worrying about what someone will say. If you need a break between work and you know it will make a difference, do it. Its for you. Make a choice, but smile. The routine won't change unless you change it yourself. YOU make your world what it is. Find your supports, find that one person you can call yours. Learn to make time for yourself in all the chaos. learn to look up at the sky without fear and smile, because you can, not because you should. Embrace your scars, your scars make you who you are. Don't be afraid to to try for the second time. Do something that makes you feel on top of the world. Feel free, its your life, make the routine beautiful :) Make this abo...

It's been a while since I wanted to write about this, finally got a chance. from my name to speinkledwords, the journey. It was about a good two or three years ago when I was still back in college, and there was a day when I was sitting in the corner or my room hugging my knees, and wondering what was happening with me. If my anxiety was a phase, if my fear was rational and my anger justified. I had no clue of what was happening with me. It was my alone time. There was obviously that voice in my head that I was talking to, trying to understand what I was feeling. It was only a few points I was going back and forth upon. Never really came to a conclusion of what I felt, I don't think that feeling had a name. There was this tiny war in my head. There were multiple voices and opinions and none of them matched the other. so I finally got up from my corner and went and sat at my table staring at a cupcake that I had picked up earlier that evening. That's when it struck me...

Open them! Use those eyes well, you never know what you're going to see that makes you happy and will make your day. In that daily routine, go look for that one thing that you see differently, notice it, smile and let that smile keep you going. There's no use always focusing on the things you've already seen and known for a while now. It's time for change, good change. Let the black & white and grey also remain, but just make space for the new colour that plans to take some bit of your world. Keep the existing colours, they made you who you are, just don't let them with you down for no reason. Go find your new colour. I found it at home :)

So this didn't just come to me naturally, it occurred to me only on a very beautiful flight back home. We chased the sunset. It was gorgeous. The light that never goes out, thats the only thing that stuck to my head throughout this flight, just as i saw the light disappear and the darkness eat into the light. That's when I realised that there is always that light, and yes sometimes darkness eaters into it, but it's not always the worst thing. Do you know what is going to happen once the darkness creeps in? Dark is not always bad. Well in my case, the darkness was home. It's wonderful to love the vibrance of life. The Insane colours we see and the moods we feel, it's all ok. Colors are not the only way to life. Sometimes, its all about the black and white, and sometimes it's only about the grey, may be also enjoy the process of grey too? You never know what's in store for you, so don't always be afraid if that light starts to go out, may be in t...

Sometimes it feels like we are standing on this thin rope, trying to cross from one end to another, probably even knowing that it is a remote possibility, but we go ahead and do it anyway. You know that any second you are going to fall and it's never going to be the same again. You fall. When you try to get back on your feet, you know there's pain, you can either ignore it and just try and see the brighter side to the world & be happy about this new adventure you are about to begin, or you can sit there, address the pain first and then decide to truly be happy about what's in front of you. Suppressing the pain will only make the wound deeper and deeper and it will truly never heal. What if you never address it and never give it a chance to heal? You'll still see the good and adventurous side to everything but with a ting of pain knowing that it could come up and bring you down even at your happiest moment. Along with the tears of joy, there will be some hidden...

I'm no writer. I'm no philosopher, but this thought keeps playing in my head and I couldn't think of anything else to do with it, but to write about it. Our journey as a human being is wonderful and flamboyant, in it's own way. You may or may not see similarities with others in the process. It's wonderfully painful and beautiful. You may easily get lost in the process of trying to achieve that goal forgetting that you are the journey, you make the journey yourself. It could sometimes be easy and sometimes, not so easy. Things take you down, that voice in your head never seems to stop talking. There's a constant mumbling and you can always here it, but the question is how much do you listen to it. The journey is something that could change you and could easily make so many route things in your life disappear over a period of time. They never are truly gone for ever. It's like your subconscious mind. It just needs that nudge once in a while to wake up and...

The window is in your heart. The view may remain the same for a really long time. You need to choose what you really want to do with the view. You can either choose to be irritated that what you really want isn't happening, or you can get up and change that view but retain your window. The process need not be smooth and pleasant. The more painful, the more you will appreciate it yourself. Get that inner self out. Use that voice in your head, talk to it and listen. You may just end up seeing a side to you, you never knew you had. Circumstances may change you a little, but they can never really change you entirely. After a point, the real you is bound to come out. When the real you is ready for its debut, the world will be ready for you too. Go do your thing! Be that person you've always wanted to be. Change the view from the window in your heart. Don't be too hard on yourself if you think the process isn't as fast as you want it to be, you might be damaging that ...